A book, documentary and soundtrack built from six years inside addiction—and an archive connecting the experiences behind them.
Content note: graphic drug use, psychosis, grief and self-destructive behavior. Documentary material, not instructions.
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IM HIGH ON CRACK AND I HAVE A GUN is not a slogan, a threat, a flex, or an invitation to imitate anything inside this project. It is an alarm bell. A title pulled from the kind of reality most people would rather look away from, attached to a project built to make them look anyway. The words are supposed to stop you for a second. What comes after them is the reason the project exists: six years of evidence showing how a person can collapse in plain sight, what addiction actually does to a life, and what that collapse can reveal about the world surrounding it.
DISCLAIMER: This is documentary, art, and archive material about addiction, psychosis, grief, survival, systems, and unsafe behavior. It is not instruction, medical advice, a challenge, or encouragement to imitate anything shown.
TRIGGER WARNING: This project contains extremely graphic depictions of drug use, addiction, and self-destructive behavior. Some material may be especially difficult or triggering for people in early recovery or sobriety.
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